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Oct 10, 2005
"The Mixed Tape"
This is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given up
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing YOU a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing ever step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single
Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it got this way
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
And I can't get to you
I can't get to you
I can't get to you
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I conduct a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I'm cutting through you track by track
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was YOU I was thinking of..
And where are you now?
And where are you now?
And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note
With my own fingers
Posted at 02:49 am by bee04
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Sep 3, 2005
"ThUnDeRsToRmS CoUlD NeVeR StOp MeEeEe, CoZ tHErEs No OnE In tHe WoRlD lIKe BeEeEeEe"
helloo children
we meet again..
Just got back from jordans mums wedding and jordan looked beeeeautifullll!!! i would show you the crazy photos me and jordz took of ourselves but i cant find my little conecter to the computer from the camerer deely...the wedding was really nice cept i had to wear a bogan skirt ): ' |
tee hee do u like my angry man^^
soo fathers day tommorow
HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!
even though none of yous are fathers...i hope lol
not much things exciting at the moment, but lookin forward to see brother shannon when he comes back from england soon!! and i handed in my electives sheet the other day for next year i chose 1.music, 2.art, 3.film & video, 4. drama. i wish i could do all 4 of them but i cant but i might be goin to tafe next year to do a photography coarse with liz and amy! if the people let me in though..being 14 they might not let me, but i will fight them. and i go through a drama everyday so im good at that :P. tommorow mum will finally book the tickets for luna park to see millencolin n the hot lies n other good bands im soooo excited it will be my first band gig thingy eva! and im making sure erica and rach are there to share this special moment of my life lol
happy birthday rylie...
Luv u alwaaayys!!
Keep Smiling
BeE xoxo
Posted at 04:07 am by bee04
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Aug 18, 2005
"AnD iF My lUnGs STiLl lEt mE bReAtHe wOuLd yOu Be ThErE FoR Me? If I cOuLd MaKe mYsElF BeLeIvE AnD GiVe yOu bAcK WhAt yOu tOok AwAy"
Hey Sexypantsez!,
Soz for not writing on here for ages ive been reeeally busy..not really...i lied, i just really cant be bothered to and now i forget what ive been up to..well....ive been sick with the flu a bit but im better now. BUT TODAY IM ANGRY! yes ladies and gentlemen and those like sam who are in between! bianca rose jarvis of bulli can be angry!
well..
i was just enjoying my lunchtime at school like any other with my obsession for those new flavoured water switch drinks the canteen sells now, i luv them sooo much not only is the drink good but its the actual bottle that im obsessed with, it pisses out so perfectly! it even farts! so yer..i was squirting everyone with it and then that friggen teacher mr sutherland catched me squirting someone so he forces me to put it in the bin....stupid bald f#*k! ill teach that ass a lesson!, ill go like sanka and draw a line down his head so it looks like an ass! anyways it was only bonnie...:P
sorry about my cry ill think of something positive to finish my blog with...*thinks* not happening
hmmm...im really not in the mood to write and theres not much goin on at the moment..oooh ohhh pick me pick me!!
*picks bee*
welllll...tommorow as most of my readers would know..all of year 8 cept for me rach lozza n britt are goin to luna park, me n rach arent goin coz we are goin in a few weeks to see some bands n laurens not going because shes my shadow, brittney is also one of my fans. soooo tomoz will be a bludge day, were just gonna help smez with the art deely..(if miss weed *cough* breed doesnt chuck a wobbly) and then friday arvo im babysitting which is taking over my life at the moment along with tafe then sleepin at raches, saturday im watching ryan play footy and then goin to raquels and sleepin in a tent! which shall be exciting plus...agh i just realised ill need to give her a present...meh ill figure it
Keep Smiling
Bee xoxo
Posted at 04:44 am by bee04
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Jul 24, 2005
"WhAaAaT?? tHiS IsNt sEnSeS fAiL!!"
Ello,
What a night aye?
Aye..
well...as most fo you would already know, I used to be a Delta fan. A big fat one. I liked her mostly because of her personality, I respceted her and her lyrics but just not really the altogether the music a whole load. So about a year ago when i owned almost everything with deltas face on it and couldnt get dressed in my room due to the fact that there were 30 pairs of "innocent eyes" googling at me from every angle of my room, I went out and baught tickets for her visualise tour.
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i was getting over her at the time coz she changed and i changed and you changed and your nextdoor neighbours mums aunties grandmas neices nephews friends boyfriends daughters best friends mates sister in laws brothers bitches beautician *takes a breather* sorry about this random shit coming into my clutterd mind. dont knwo what im saying. ill carry on anyways. and my brother pretty much bruised me for likeing her, no way in the world could that toughy have a relative, let alone sister who like delta "goodbum" as he states. he got me so angry by attempting to make me cry by telling me after she got cancer that her ears fell off, or her face needs to be amputated, or making up catchy creative chants such as "out of the bluuue, dumped by the poooo, my shampoo dont work and im a babooon" so yes as the time has past ive begun to just not like her at all. it just had to happen before the tour didnt it.
so yes this morning i went into corrimal with maz, came home and removed the waniora public school magnet which was holding up the ticket, held the ticket with a finger and a thumb, as high up as i could holding it as far from my face as possible making aware eye contact at all times, threw it into my bag, threw a big mumma jonhy paddlock on it and drove to jordans house where maz left me to die. jordaz n i went for a short hilarious bike ride and then we dragged ourself into the car and all escape routes in the car were takin from our advantage. the pain grew stronger the closer we got to sydney superdome...
im making this sound like i was going to a death sentance but it wanst that bad really
we met alice, lauren and some forum girls "poor girls" in the big seating staging dome deely and payed out the young son warm up deely-boy who...smelled. he tried so hard to be all pro and stuff, like daniel tries to be supersayan..khee hee...abut he was so so very good on the guitar. he went off like a house on fire...no a petrol on fire but...he still smelled. then after about 40 minutes of boy and 40 gazillion minutes of 40 gazillion girls with their sisters and mums and aunties screaming in my ear delta came on and started her show. it was like a disney musical with her fairy dresses and assclown dancers. seriously i think they are also pro clowns coz they flip and flop everywhere.
what was the most exciting moment of the night you say?
ha ha i say
when i thought she sed can u see the wang but she really sed can you see the way something seomthing, i dont remeber i was in histericas. but no it was really when she ran onto the stage dressed in hippie cloathes with an electric guiatar and starts playing and singing jet!! twas quite good after a painful born to try struck with a few wrong notes. she was like...ayla whitney slash nikki webster slash lead singer of jet person. thats a freakin weird mix...
so yer..i have quite alot of footage on my camera of the night.
some other wierd things was that she even had a program and people were actualy buying shirts with her face on it and one of the 3 bouncers was an old lady with glasses and a wrinkly fist, and bryon mcfadden was her "special guest" they payed each other out on stage and did a duet or 2, he also smells. its not like there was going to be a mosh pit or somthing, me n jordan did quite good head banging in that jet bit though. a
there was even a stage where i went "hmmm i think i might draw" and doodles over my bag, then i felt unappreciated and went back to listening to her sing predictable in a little..very little red number covered in like a serong lookin deel dancing with some random she pulled from the stage.
but it wasnt all bad, she was really funny as in ha ha good joke delta but also ha ha as in ha ha u dance like an assclown.
so that is my memories of the delta goodbum visualise tour. yes....
Keep Smiling
Bee xoxo
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Posted at 04:36 am by bee04
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Jul 20, 2005
"BaCk tO ScHoOl, BaCk tO ScHoOL, tO pRoVe tO dADdA Im nOt a fOoL gOt My LuNcH pAcKeD Up, My BOoTs tiEd TItE, I hOpE I dOnT GEt iN a FiGHt"
ha ha ha, i swear i sing that everytime we come back from holidays..classic
i dont know about you hooligans but im sooo glad to be bakc at school!! actually im pretty sure you are all depressed about coming back and think im the biggest sicko out, even maz thinks im wierd for liking school. such a nice mum.
OOOOH MYY FREEEAKKIN DOOOG!! rachel and myself were out shopping one day buying cheap cd's from revolution and also to take my electric into the music shop to be restringed so i can sell it and i then decided to go to cash converters to compare prices of their cd's. I couldnt be bothered to look through their stack of cd's coz they arent in order of anything, and i then toddles over to look at their guitars and i fell in love!! with this mad guitar! its a B.C Rich Bronze series and i pulled it off the shelf and demanded i borrow an amp and knock the socks off their...feet, i would have if their amp actually worked good but i played it anyways. I didnt want to leave the shop without it but rachel managed to talk me out of that one seing as they would sell it to me for my shrapnell of $5.
anyways...the other day i dragged jordan to come and get my guitar bak from the music shop with me and mum and i saw the same guitar but it was new and shinier and sexier but a friggen lot expensiver!! and then the guitar shop lady meg who would be my best friend if she were...my best friend said that she went to the tattoo shop next to cash converters coz she goes there like every week to get something new done and she went nextdoor to cash converters to see the guitar for me and she sed its definatly a gooden! SO I BAUGHT IT!!!!! me n my guitar are lovers!! heres a pic of it i got of the net>
isnt it the sexiest!! i need to get it restrung also coz the strings buz and i think the hole u put the lead in is a bit broken but fixable, the rest of it is fine, cept maybe a few scratches but you get that. I named it B.J, Billie Joe + Bianca Jarvis=B.J
well im now going to help my delayed friend sarah proudlove manage her blog deal.
amen......dont know where that came from but cheers to jeebus!
Keep Smiling
Bee xoxo
Posted at 04:00 am by bee04
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Jul 4, 2005
"I BeG To dReAm AnD DiFfEr fRoM ThE hOlLoW LiEs, ThIs iS ThE DaWnInG oF ThE ReST Of OuR lIvE ON HOLIDAY!!!"
HEeEeyYy!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!
well my holidays have been superb so far! On friday i went to the movies with kurdo, elle, britt and jordaz and we saw war of the worlds, was pretty scary, specially the dude sitting 2 seats away from jordan with no pants on. We were surrounded by assclown holy spirit ppl "no offence holy spirit friends" That night i went to hayley and tarens for a while and stayed home.
On saturday i..forget what i did, it will come to me im sure
Sunday i went to my grandads shindig, he turned 80, good man my grandad. I took my new piano with me and played them some tunes, i put it on demo and pretended to play for a while they truly thought i was an experienced penis.
Last night rach slept over and this morning after i made her pancakes that were almost great for the first time in my life she left and i cleaned my room and went through some stuff, i just got bak from the beach and am now waiting for brother ben to bring me bak my beloved piano.
Dunno what im doing tommorow yet, my room will probably be hell messy by then so mazza might not let me out of my box *cough* unit.
oh and for lunch today i made myself a sandwich and copied lisas idea of raw chicken 2 min noodles on bread, tasted quite good though it rips out ur stomach, i recomend u try it sometime, anywhoo i just remebered i have a fish and i should feed it maybe
Keep Smiling
Bee xoxo
Posted at 10:35 pm by bee04
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Jun 21, 2005
Hey hey kiddo's
Just got back from tafe assesments..
quotes from tonight:
"definate pass!!!"- my drawing teacher, "YOUR STILL IN SCHOOL?? I THOUGHT YOU WERE OVER 18!"- my painting teacher..tee hee you should of seen his face he looked like he was gonna cry a river and drown in it
so yes i passed the first semester! and yes when im 40 i will look like i should be dead. They said i was one of those genius childs so i just laughed, and then decided if i am, im going to have world domination!!!
Ive also decided that in january 2006 0r 7...whateva, im going to fly to america and get one of those "host families" and then i get to go to an american school for 2 days and go to disneyland and stuff. But it doesnt come cheap so i have to save up looots of money. I figured out that in December i will be old enough to get a job at somewhere, i want to work in a c.d shop so i can get cheap c.ds or maybe a music shop so i can play the instruments all day!! that would be soO0O0O GOOD.
I would just like to announce that i am currently watching the O.C for like, the 2nd time in my life. True fan.
Keep Smiling
Bee xoxo
Posted at 03:39 am by bee04
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Jun 18, 2005
"ThIs iS FoR ThE HeAds tHaTs lOvIn ThE MiX, mY PpL In tHe fRoNt aLl cOvErEd iN sPiT, BaTtErS iN tHe bOx, SuFfA tO PiTcH, hIlLtOp hOoDs aLl uP In tHiS b*TcH"
hEEEeeEEelLooooOoO0O00o.....ect.
as you can see by my spastic "hello" i am feeling very spasticated, sometimes i wonder if i have a.d.d there for nothing has changed recently...cept for maz's last name (Cook). Yes thats right. 4th of June she got married at austi beach, and it was bad luck to the austi boys because it was on the same day and time as there surf comp so they couldnt make any announcements and stuff (sorry ppl). Everyone stared at me with stupid faces, quite the scary kind. After the reception we went to austi bowlo and had kareoke and food and stuff, had heaps of fun itwas mad. Jordan, lauren, crystal and i had an...eventful..game of lawn bowls and i split my dress a tad and then i lost my shoes but was reunited when everyone left at like 10, could of stayed longer but everyone was too maggot.
A few days after the wedding Maz & Cookie went to Cairns for a week for their honey moon and i got to stay at my house in Bulli with Ben, Joel, Sash and the casual randoms that come through the door. Joel just fed me shit all week it was mad. That weekend i slept at jordaz' house and on saturday night i went to sallys party. You had to go as somehing starting as S so i went as dumbo..."but that doesnt start with S B.J you friggen skitz" you say...thats because im DUMBo, stupid i know but it was all i had. I won the prize for "dumbest costume" and eleanor and raquel got a well earned priz for the best. Elle was "silly spice" and raqueal was "sailer spice" their outfits were hilarious.
Went to Origin on Wednesday night with Ben, Joel and Sasha and met Mum and cookie up there. It was sooooooo good!! some of the tries and passes were really really good (specially wingy and johns) i didnt make eye contact with craig but my day will come soon. Good old blues won 32-16 on their 25th anniversary.
Just been watchin thirroul play the last few weekends and hangin around. Im meant to be finishing my artworks for tafe coz i have assessments on tuesday but i dont have the time or effort in me.
Happy birthday Brittles for today and Simone xoxox
Keep Smiling
Bee xoxo
Posted at 01:07 am by bee04
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May 25, 2005
Hey guys,
think its about time i updated my deelyo since i havnt since 5th april! and people have complained to me... so i have changed everything!
So yes.. 5th april aye.. forget what ive been doin since then. Well in the holidays i spent 99.9% of the time with jordaz and simone like 24/7, im still shit though coz my boards not very suited to me but im getting a new one of ben (dont worry mo, one day i will whoop your ass!!) im also pretty scared of my board coz i cut my leg surfing by myself austi but now i have real surfy scars!!! the second week of holidays jordan and family took me down to bendo like the good old days, i havnt been there since year 6 and i used to go like every single weekend! i have now decided instead of buying my old holden or v8 black or red holden i am going to buy a minni bus!! then i can go to bendo whenever i want and take my friends with me! gaaah still have to wait another 1 and a half years till i can go for my l's..thats not that long i guess but i will have to take the test about 500 times to "almost" pass. When we got to bendo smellenor, jess p and blaze were down there with their family but they left the next morning so me and jordan just surfes, ate, splet and did jack shit when we were down there. we also made a master artwork by covering a giant tree and a set of stairs with 6 rolls of toilet paper...fun times.
ummm..cant really think of anything exciting thats been happening, sure there are plenty but with my memory the world will be driven to shit.
oh yes!...happy happy birthday to KURDO!! KAYLA!! ALISSA!! ERICA!! and...i think thats it..well what i can remember, hope you guys had a mad birthday!
Keep Smiling
Bee xoxo
Posted at 11:46 pm by bee04
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Apr 5, 2005
"StOp dONt rUn, ThAnKyOu vErY mUcH I NeEd sOmEbOdY WiTh a hUmAn toUcH, HeY YoU AlWaYs On tHe rUn gOtTa sLoW It DoWn BaBy gOtTa hAvE SoMe fUh-Un"
Guten Abend
man im sick of german today we watched a mary kate and ashley movie..whats the deal?
I have a new best friend....ebay! you can buy awesome guitars for like $1 and pianos for like $70 thats so crazy! but still mazza isnt convinced, but i could just scab $5 from the canteen, and there i have a chelsea bun and a brand new awesome guitar!! I feel so sik from chocoalte right now, also over maz playing old songs trying to pick a wedding song, i ate all my eggs and bunnies (and gave some to sarah who the bunni couldnt find this year) and i thought that they were all gone but i just got bak from the nanna and she gave me another bunny, not as good as the fluro yellow knee high socks and cow mug she gave me last year but you get that. Im meant to be at tafe right now but couldnt be bothered to go coz its too cold and late for me, even though i luv being cold coz it makes your teeth dance but with my ustational-tube-disfunction, its not good , i just told mum i have to study for my history test tommorow, stuff that i was told you should leave the past alone and move on with the preasent!
im in high sthcool...bannana
im officially bored, i figured this when i found myself taking photos of different veiws of an eveready battery....pretty sad
Brittany Newels hair colour Poo colour emily colour funny lookin water colour allys skin colour crusty colour gameboy colour
do do do do do do yep..over it
Keep Smiling
Bee xoxo
Posted at 03:22 am by bee04
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